Tuesday, August 9, 2011

I Need to Feel Again, Love




Feeling so alone,
Want to hold love,
To set it free,
and fly with it..
To yonder and beyond this place.

I need to feel love, again.
Left my past in the dark behind..
I see the new light,
Want to know who's showing the way!

Come closer, or call me close,
Left and changed right..
Gather your soul in my breath,
And wrap you in my arms forever..

I feel that i've never
Felt true love before...
Unveil love before my heart's eyes
Give a meaning to my life..

Closing my eyes,
Opening my heart
To feel the love blind..
I need to feel again, love

Sunday, April 3, 2011

GYSE : Epilogue : Masala of the Crucification, Salvation of I

I, Mr. I, writing about this, thinking what to write, especially, when tonight was very different. When 88% of my ex-es are still in love with, it should come as no surprise that even after breaking up, my first ex is still in love with me. and that i say to him, "i hate you." and he says, "you wanna talk something else." "good night" "goo.." click. the call is snapped. Ain't i a bitch? X - X - X Then, my latest ex, who was not in love with me is seen at the Club C9. He texts me that i should not do this to myself. What the ...? Like who has given the right to him to comment on me whether i was ever happy or sad. i was neither. i was a statue tonight. completely opposite on the other end of the spectrum; opposite to lively, as Mr. A put it. X - X - X Am i gonna be crucified? i already was. Am i gonna be made king? i already was. Am i gonna reach salvation.? i already had. Am i gonna crucify myself. i did. already. Now, Mr. I felt nothing, anymore. so, he became a statue, seeing others. I saw others doing what they did best: actors' on a world's stage. Increasin their market value on GYSE: Gay York's Stock Exchange. And i was the most actively traded. And today, that was not even touchable. Crucified itself to Salvation to absolvation, to zenith or nadir? Zenith, i prefer. for, Mr. I never accepts defeat on its face, and kills obstacles to belive destiny's gift: luck. Luck. The only factor in GYSE. Destiny: The only outcome. Really? Lets see, Mr. I.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Wanna live inside



i wanna live free,
i wanna breathe,

spread my wings
and fly high.

touch the sky
sail the oceans.

feel the breeze
and star dust..

dont wanna cry
dont wanna die...

i wanna live inside ...